New songsNot much else going on for me right now.
Started a new job last month, i'm now a residentail childcare worker
24 hour shifts are knackering, but i love my job for the first time in years and i get plenty of rest days
hope everyone is well
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Forever in five monthsit started as a thorn in my side now it's an ache in my bones it's eating me from the inside i'm letting myself go i thought you'd at least listen but i'm still just your fool i knew we would end up here if i put my faith in youForever in five months
when will i listen to words knocking around in my head? when will i believe i can be a stronger person again? i used to be cool i used to be fun i used to be alive taking life as it comes
this choking sensation takes me over i can't seem to catch my breath i know they say that love hurts but you're lovin
by ~captainmediocrity
Call me in the morningAn idling car outside Means i'm going out tonight Drink too much, pass out, then do it again 10 missed calls for me Might call back eventually If i don't find myself a better distractionCall me in the morning
Another eager appeal This is getting too surreal Are you saying that you're feeling lonely now? If shock wasn't killing me I could almost believe That you want me home before lights go out
Call me in the morning When i'm crawling out of someone elses bed Another long night is killing my head How can i find my way into someone elses heart, When i can't
by ~captainmediocrity
Beautifulon the way home i'm finding out all i need to know another cigarette before it's time to go you're asking me such simple things, words come easily i almost didn't come, now i don't think i can leaveBeautiful
on the way home i'm fighting back the urge to hold you near i stare into your eyes, trying to make my feelings clear you're asking me such simple things, words are easy to find i almost didn't come but now i need you in my life
when will you understand that you're beautiful? when will you believe in me? when will you understand that you're beautiful? you take my breath
by ~captainmediocrity
Never enoughyou don't want me anymore i see it in your eyes tell me what to do to make this alright you don't want me anymore i hear it in your words they stop and start and make everything worseNever enough
you don't want me anymore the feeling hasn't grown after all this time who thought i'd be alone you don't want me anymore if you ever did at all you just stand there and watch me take the fall
so one more wasted day thinking things are black and white but now we're stuck here in the grey so you misplaced my trust thinking 'it's worth one more try'
by ~captainmediocrity
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La Vie, Subject To Change.Just my thoughts and me In a block of a hundred and fifty people Strangers, faces, friends.La Vie, Subject To Change.
My new start began here, in a world where
Social trends seemed to be the main concern And I became someone I don't recognise, A braver person than me,
I became a girl called 'Rexy'. The basics of home remained, But I grew up alot in a few weeks, With just my thoughts and me.
I pushed away the betrayal, the lies, the hurt, The bullshit that had once shaped the persona. Happy-go-lucky became my everyday And I wasn't faking a word of it.
by ~yourladyofsorrow
Prison of Mediocritythe end of another day, I say goodnight to the one i Love, while listening to a sleepless poet telling of his basement dreams,Prison of Mediocrity
if only I had such inspiration, then I would be the modern hippy with a keyboard singing
about fireflies on MTV,
but my voice isn't so sweet and my words just won't flow, so I draw between the lines on my journal and write my thoughts down in my sketchbook, anything to attempt to capture the beauty around me,
I'm just stuck in my prison of mediocrity
by ~minibro
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- Favourite movie: lord of the rings trilogy
- Favourite band or musician: death cab for cutie
- Favourite genre of music: rock
- Favourite poet or writer: chuck palahniuk
- MSN: hostwiththemost@hotmail.co.uk
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